Throughout my life, my spiritual gifts were always guiding me. As a child, I experienced psychical visions that I could not process or integrate due to my limited cognitive growth at a young age. My first memory of astral clairvoyance occurred somewhere around age 3 or 4. I had dreamt of my father, locked in a car looking out the driver side window at me. His eyes wide open, starring into nothingness. He had died. I didn’t know what death was. My mother told me it was just a dream. I realized it wasn’t just a dream when I saw the exact same look when he died 20 years later after battling Leukemia.

My life a been a series of oscilating spiritual experiences, balancing between polarities as my consciousness expansions were propelling me to find trust, faith and mission driven successes and failures as I developed. When I was 17, I had a near death experience that caused profound change in a holistic, yet unconscious way. It was the first mini awakening that found me returning to this reality being divinely led. I would lose my faith many times over, never fully integrating or understanding how I was supposed to move forward.

My subsequent paths were mired in the darkness and the shadows. These experiences led me to live and heal through the alchemical processes of transmutation. Until recently, this had been mostly a psychological process, confronting and integrating my unconscious shadow self, primarily channeled through music and creativity. This continues to be my pursuit with my band Light Creates Shadow.

Everything changed in 2021, when I experienced a spiritual awakening/crisis and the dark night of the soul. After having been “offline” in a spiritual malaise for many years, I spontaneously experienced profound psychic, mystic, and synchronistic visions, opening me up to the metaphysical dimensions of reality and my ability to traverse them. This has opened many new doors and a journey of healing and consciousness expansion that still leaves me in states of awe, gratitude and humility.